Monday, January 31, 2011

i'm happy!

thinspo quote :
i want to be so thin, light, airy, that....
... when the light hits me, I don't leave a shadow behind
... when i walk across the snow, i will not leave any footprints 
... i can dance between the raindrops in a downpour. 

daaay twelve!
hello ladies! :)
fifteen followers - oh . my . goodness.
also, sorry i've been lacking on commenting back. i have read all your lovely comments, and thank you for all of your support , it makes me feel so much better about myself!

i have so much to tell you! so lets start!
-- i met a guy :) we went out last night...just driving around at first, then we parked the car, made out and did some other stuff. i actually felt a connection with him, like a spark. i felt so amazing being with him, it was the best feeling ever. i'm happy for the first time in a long time. i love this feeling.
on friday, he's taking me to re-write my learners for my drivers licence, he also said he would teach me to drive. it's about fucking time i got my licence. i'm eighteen for crying out loud. i really really hope i pass! and hopefully i can go for my full before i go home on spring break! -- i think i am finally over M.
-- TY's mom and I were talking when she drove me back to residence last night. she's taking a skiing trip one of these weekends coming up, and is letting me house sit for her! i'll have the house all to myself, and finally get some 'me' time. i'll probably end up hopefully hanging out with M maybe and T, they are the only people there i am really good friends with besides TY. or, i'm thinking of asking the new guy to come over one night! oh. my. goodness. i am so excited. i cannot wait for that weekend.
-- it's a new week. spring break is coming up. i am starting to question myself and this whole dieting, fasting thing. do i really want to do it? deep down inside i do. i just need some inspiration, some thinpiration . i really can do it! i can. i just have to keep trying. i can't give up. i can't. i can't. i can't.
-- i love this feeling. i love being happy. i can't remember the last time i felt like this.
remember : thin is in!
loveee you ladies :)
ps, tomorrow blog will have thinspo pictures --- i promise. i'm just in the process of finding some new ones !


  1. Your life sounds so good at the moment :)
    I'm so glad that you've met a guy and that you have a connection; it's always good when there's a spark.
    The house sitting sounds like tons of fun! I hope you have a good time darling.
    Love Anafly

  2. such an uplifting post. I've had a hard day at work and coming home and reading your post has drastically improved my mood. I'm excited for you too.