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Sunday, January 23, 2011

fat--and fucking worthless

thinspo quote :
don't give in, temptation will pass and will remain


daay four!
wow, i can't believe it's day four already!
ate a piece of fruit for breakfast, and for lunch had a carrot stick and a saltine cracker with peanut butter.
went to the gym. ran for seven minutes on treadmill felt like i was going to pass out , switched over to the elliptical for ten minutes. stretched, did 50 crunches on the mat, and 100 on the exercise ball--what a sad workout!--after i weighed myself: 136 pounds. wtf? seriously. i had to double weight myself. i fucking hate the numbers on scales. ugh. i starve myself all weekend and this is what i get?
what i am doing wrong? how come i'm not losing weight? does anyone have any tips?
i must now go to the gym twice a day.
somebody pleaseee help me. i wanna be skin and bones....not a fat fucking whale
hopefully you're doing better at this whole thin thing than me girls.
keep believing !

3 comments:

  1. *sigh* I know what you're talking about... it's exactly what I'm battling right now-- eating almost nothing and being the same weight day ater day after day after... but, don't worry, we'll make it through, it takes some time for the fat to start disappearing!

    Just stay strong and keep doing what you're doing... and you'll be seeing results very soon, I promise.

    Lots of love,
    Lu.

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  2. thanks, hopefully they'll begin to show sooner rather than later!

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  3. the weight will come off eventaully our bodies fight us hun

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